I wish I had had 20 more years with you. I wish I could have planned your 70th and 80th. So many of my wishes include you not being gone. I have to live with you in my memories and it is not any fun. I wish I would have really listened to you when you told me that you thought you would not be here long. I wish I would have rushed you to the doctor, even against your will. I wish I could change the past. I wish so bad I could change the past.
I hope your birthdays in heaven are more than they could be on earth. I hope you know how much we love you and how much our hearts wish that they could be with you again. I love you so much and miss you more every day that you are gone.
