Missing my hero.

Why is it when you can no longer talk to those you love, you can think of a million things left unsaid. I always thought I would have tomorrow. My heart still sinks when I think about the truth. What I would give to to go back in time. Us all hanging out at Kim's house. Like the one Halloween when there was a strange lady running around the house. She acted like she knew me and for the life of me I had no idea who the hell she was. Or the day I gave Gus a bath and nearly blinded him for life when I got Dawn soap in his eye. Life would be easier if I had a rewind button.